I'm in a Christmassy mood!

Howdy!

Last year, I was not Christmassy, at all. In all honesty I realised that the magic had gone, when really I'd just grown up and out of the Christmas faze. Even on Christmas day, it just felt like another day, not like Christmas. *sighs* Growing up sucks! So yeah.

However, this year I am feeling particularly festive! Weirdly!

And with only 60 days to go, I already want to snuggle up with lots of baked goodies and watch ELF.

Oh and in my house, Christmas means lots of food. SCORE.

Jeez, I'm easily pleased! But yeah, lots of baking of pies and cakes goes on during the build up to crimbo, a huge win if you ask me. I am also looking forward to sipping numerous cups of tea and hot chocolate in front of the fire whilst having the music channels on to get me in the mood!

What's your favourite thing about Christmas?

We live in a sick world

We live in an awful world.

It's full of poverty, murder, rape, conflict, selfishness, war, hatred, anger, drama, depression and a million and one other flaws. What happened? It seems in the past when people had little money they appeared to be happier. They made the most of what they had. They didn't complain, they just used the means that they were given and made the best out of a bad situation. Now what? We live in a money driven world, full of selfishness and enthusiasm. It's full of scandal and drama. What ever happened to happy simple times? I sound like I'm about 70, but compared to my grandparent's generation, nowadays sucks. I dread to think what my generation are going to be like when we become old and frail. The majority of people my age are selfish. So imagine when you're old, unable to do simple tasks, who's going to help? I look and think jeez, what are we going to be like? A bunch of moody, tracksuit wearing, selfish old people? It scares me to think that in say, 50/60 years time, I could be in great need of help, and be left due to selfishness. Nowadays people have no morals, everything is handed to them on a plate, that's a big reason as to why my generation is a hell of a lot different to my grandparent's. Sure, it's nice having fancy gadgets, privilege and a little less worry about money compared to back then, but because of this the world is messed up. I hate my generation.

I sense someone is a tad in love...

Right this is going to be a really soppy post so if you're not a fan, or if the thought of someone being all lovely dovey makes you wanna vomit up your entire stomach contents, feel free to press the little cross in the corner, okay? Sorted.

Right, you're all familiar with the whole love thing yeah? You know, finding your prince charming, having him sweep you off your feet? Yeah? Well I don't seem to be like most girl/women/laydeees when it comes to looking for that lucky feller. Most girls go for someone who's stunning, who spoils them, worships them. Me? No. Looks honestly do not bother me. The whole muscly six pack thing does not appeal to me, I'd rather have someone who's a real man and can eat his body weight in pasties and challenge me to an eating contest. Not only do looks not appeal, but cockiness and arrogance are also a huge turn off. Oh and another thing I do not understand, the attraction to bad boys. I mean, I'd much rather be with some nerdy indoor type than someone who does weed or talks to people like poop. I prefer personality. Someone who's caring and sweet. Oh and I don't really like being spoilt, I feel guilty and weird. I'd much rather be the one doing the spoiling. To me, a cuddle means a lot more than some form of pressie. I mean, sure it's nice and appreciated when it does happen, but I'd rather the dude spent the money/time/effort on himself. One thing that is a huge attraction, is humour. If a guy can make me giggle, that right there is a win. I also like guys who can be open about their feelings, cry in front of me and not be ashamed of how they feel. Someone who is accepting and loves me the way I am, that's probably the biggest attraction ever.

Love isn't all about the spoiling or about who can be the sweetest, in my eyes, it's getting to know the person, being able to lie and talk about anything, being comfortable with them and who you are, and having all your little weird and wonderful habits and ways, accepted and loved.

And yeah, I'm feeling very loved at the minute due to a very lovely young man. He's awesome and possibly the weirdest, laziest and most boring dude ever, but I am weird, lazy and boring, so kinda makes us good together, right? Two peas in a pod. Wouldn't change it for the world. Oh and not only does he fit with my tough criteria, he's also dashing, especially in a suit!

I hope you all have the sick bucket on standby! Hehehe.

Toodles!