It's amazing how quickly rumours are spread and changed...

I'm not going to go into detail about the exact matter that is bothering me as this isn't the place to vent it, but I shall give you all a brief picture. And if you all think why? My blog is somewhere for me to vent my thoughts, hopes, dream and fears. It is also a place to vent my anger, frustration, confusion and generally things that bother me. Don't like that? Don't read this. My blog isn't for the benefit of readers and followers, it's for me to vent, to somewhat avoid bottling things up to the point where I explode.

Basically, a friend told someone a few porkies, well not really porkies, sort of her view on things, how she saw something. And now I have to explain to an old friend that nothing is going on with me and her boyfriend. Kinda got to me, not the being accused, the whole lies and things being thrown about. It got me thinking. So my friend told this girl that I talk to her boyfriend a lot. Here's where it all starts. I haven't spoke to this lad in about 3 months, probably longer. Oh yeah, he asked me how I was doing yesterday in a like 10 min conversation. That's it.

I just find it amazing how quickly rumours are spread and changed, also how a friends opinion can be turned into a fact within minutes. Not only has this friend caused a big fuss over nothing at all and got me into poop, she's more than likely ruined a 2 year relationship by putting insecurities into this girls head, however, it also makes you think how much trust does this girl have if she believes someone she hasn't seen or talked to in a good year, over her boyfriend of 2 years. But again, you don't know what goes on behind closed doors.  My point is, you need to realise when to keep your gob shut and not fob off your opinion as a fact to someone. Oh and when you do, be prepared to have questions asked and to back up what you said, don't sit and say you're not getting involved when the whole situation is down to you.

I don't take to kindly to having lies told about me. Be prepared for the consequences. Simple.

Life is full of struggles, fall outs and drama but these can be reduced if people just tell the truth and be honest.

Anyway, on a lighter note, well kinda, I have a very, very sore throat, but my boyfriend is on his way for snuggles and a giggle, oh and possibly a rant. Got to love him, he's my rock, my best friend, not just my boyfriend. I'll go before you all ask me to pass the bucket. So yeah, toodles!

Get to know moi better - 100 questions.

1. Full name: Shannon Wilson

2. Nicknames: Shan/Shaz/Shannywan/Shabnab/Shabaz/Shazza Pee.

3. Eye Colour: Green.

4. Height: About 5ft.8"

5. Hair: Purpleee.

6. Siblings: One older sister!

7. Do u like to sing in the shower? Not really, no.

8. Do u like to sing on the toilet? Sadly no, I like to have my wonderful wees in peace.

9. Birthday: July 20th.

10. Sign: Cancer!

11. Address: Erm, I think I shall be passing on this question, don't want more stalkers thanks.

12. Sex: Female, duh.

13. Righty or lefty: Righty for lifey.

14. What do you want in a relationship most? Someone who's a best friend and a boyfriend who I can just laze about with and be one's self. (Got it)

15. Have you ever cheated? No.

16. Marital status: In a relationship.

17. Do you have a car? Bitch please. I can't even drive...YET.

18. What kinda car do you have/want? A Mini!

Favourite questions:

19. Movie: I have far to many! Back To The Future, Titanic, Grease, Dodgeball, He's Just Not That Into You...

20. Song: Again, I have a lot of favs so Ima say, Nevershoutnever - Hummingbird.

21. Band/singer: Nirvana/Queen/Michael Jackson/Asking Alexandria/The Prodigy/Nevershoutnever...Ect, ect.

22. TV Show: Friends/Ugly Betty/Family Guy/Eastenders/Will&Grace...Ect. Ect.

23. Actor: Don't have one!

24. Actress: America Farrera.

25. Food: ALL OF THE FOODS!

26. Number: 6

27. Cartoon: Family Guy

28. Disney Character: Ariel!

29. Colour: Pink or Black.

Love life ect:

30. Do you plan on having children? In the future, yes.

31. Do you want to get married? Of course!

32. How old do you wanna be when you have your first child? Like 28?

33. How old do you wanna be when you’re married: 25?

34. Would you have kids before marriage: No.

35. Do u have a b/f or g/f (who)?: Yers, Marcoooos.

37. Do you have a crush: ^^

Either-Or (Pick which one you prefer)

38. Music/TV: Music probably.

39. Guys/Girls: Guys.

40. Green/Blue: Blue .

41. Pink/Purple: Pink.

42. Summer/Winter: Summer.

43. Night/Day: Night.

44. Hangin Out/Chillin: Chillin like a villian.

45. Dopey/Funny: Funny.

46. You know I’m around when you hear: WEEWWWW.

47. What school do u go to? The worst school in the history of school, no joke.

48. Have you ever taken drugs? No and I never would.

49. What’s a major turn on for you? Faecal matter.

50. How far would you go on a first date? All the way to Newcastle.

51. Most blonde:

52. Funniest:
Tallest:
Smartest:
Best personality:
Best all round person:  - I refuse to answer these -___-

53. What do you think of soul mates? I believe in them, so aye.

54. Is it right to flirt if you have a bf/gf? No, it's not.

55. What was the last thing you cried over or got teary about? Something stupid, as usual.

56. What's something about guys/girls you don’t get: I don't get how guys can find orange girls attractive.

57. Are you happy? Yers.

58. Why? Because I have a lush family, an epic boyfriend and college is going well!

59. What’s an object you can’t live without? My fridge.

60. Love or lust: Love.

61. Silver or gold: Silver..

62. diamond or pearl: Both? Pearl, I'm like a granny.

63. Sunset or sunrise: Sunset!

64. Have you ever gone skinny-dipping: No, I have not.

65. Do you sleep with stuffed animals: Yeah, my camel son!

66. Do you have any piercings: Yers, MEEE EEYAZ!

67. what colour underwear are you wearing right now: Flowery ones because I'm cute as fook.

68. What song are u listening to right now? I'm not. Shocking.

69. What are the last four digits of your phone number? Like I'd tell yah! Pfttttt!

70. Where would you want to go on your honeymoon? Somewhere nice would be a start!

71. Who do u want to spend the rest of your life with? :$

72. What’s the first thing you notice about the opposite sex: Their appearance, duh.

73. Favourite sport? Dance!

74. What makes you happy? Cuddles, food and jarmies.

75. What’s the next c.d/s you’re gonna get? I'm not aha.

76. Do u wear contacts or glasses? I do not.

77. What’s the best advice given to you? Haters gonna hate.

78. Have u ever won any special awards? No :(

79. What are your future goals? To one day make a Corned Beef pie.

80. whats the worse sickness you’ve had? I dunno liek.

81. Do you like Funny or Scary movies better: FUNNY. Scary movies make me poop...

82. On the phone or in person? In personnn.

83. Hugs or kisses? Both.

84. What song seems to reflect you the most? I'm too sexy for my shirt. Obviously.

85. If you died tomorrow who would you leave everything you own to? The scrap man.

86. Do u have any enemies? Aye aha.

87. What is your greatest fear? Being forever alone.

88. Would you rather be rich or famous? A rich bitch.

89. What time is it in Albania now? I believe it's GTFO time.

90. Have you ever been in love? Yes.

91. Have you met Santa? Aye, he stole me food, douche.

92. If E.T. knocked on your door holding up a peace sign and asked you to use your phone, what would u do? Sell him on Ebay.

93. Last time you talked to the person that you like: I am now! BOOMSTFD!

94. Do u have any pets? Aye, two cats. MEOW.

95. Whats your email address? It's somewhere on hee-yah liek.

96. Last time you were depressed: I dunno pet.

97. Are you an alcoholic? No, I don't drink baby cakes.

98. Who sent this to you? No one aha.

99. What do you think of this person: ¬¬

100. Do u want your friends to write back? Whey aye liek pet.

A few picures of me and my beau...

I'm in a Christmassy mood!

Howdy!

Last year, I was not Christmassy, at all. In all honesty I realised that the magic had gone, when really I'd just grown up and out of the Christmas faze. Even on Christmas day, it just felt like another day, not like Christmas. *sighs* Growing up sucks! So yeah.

However, this year I am feeling particularly festive! Weirdly!

And with only 60 days to go, I already want to snuggle up with lots of baked goodies and watch ELF.

Oh and in my house, Christmas means lots of food. SCORE.

Jeez, I'm easily pleased! But yeah, lots of baking of pies and cakes goes on during the build up to crimbo, a huge win if you ask me. I am also looking forward to sipping numerous cups of tea and hot chocolate in front of the fire whilst having the music channels on to get me in the mood!

What's your favourite thing about Christmas?

We live in a sick world

We live in an awful world.

It's full of poverty, murder, rape, conflict, selfishness, war, hatred, anger, drama, depression and a million and one other flaws. What happened? It seems in the past when people had little money they appeared to be happier. They made the most of what they had. They didn't complain, they just used the means that they were given and made the best out of a bad situation. Now what? We live in a money driven world, full of selfishness and enthusiasm. It's full of scandal and drama. What ever happened to happy simple times? I sound like I'm about 70, but compared to my grandparent's generation, nowadays sucks. I dread to think what my generation are going to be like when we become old and frail. The majority of people my age are selfish. So imagine when you're old, unable to do simple tasks, who's going to help? I look and think jeez, what are we going to be like? A bunch of moody, tracksuit wearing, selfish old people? It scares me to think that in say, 50/60 years time, I could be in great need of help, and be left due to selfishness. Nowadays people have no morals, everything is handed to them on a plate, that's a big reason as to why my generation is a hell of a lot different to my grandparent's. Sure, it's nice having fancy gadgets, privilege and a little less worry about money compared to back then, but because of this the world is messed up. I hate my generation.

I sense someone is a tad in love...

Right this is going to be a really soppy post so if you're not a fan, or if the thought of someone being all lovely dovey makes you wanna vomit up your entire stomach contents, feel free to press the little cross in the corner, okay? Sorted.

Right, you're all familiar with the whole love thing yeah? You know, finding your prince charming, having him sweep you off your feet? Yeah? Well I don't seem to be like most girl/women/laydeees when it comes to looking for that lucky feller. Most girls go for someone who's stunning, who spoils them, worships them. Me? No. Looks honestly do not bother me. The whole muscly six pack thing does not appeal to me, I'd rather have someone who's a real man and can eat his body weight in pasties and challenge me to an eating contest. Not only do looks not appeal, but cockiness and arrogance are also a huge turn off. Oh and another thing I do not understand, the attraction to bad boys. I mean, I'd much rather be with some nerdy indoor type than someone who does weed or talks to people like poop. I prefer personality. Someone who's caring and sweet. Oh and I don't really like being spoilt, I feel guilty and weird. I'd much rather be the one doing the spoiling. To me, a cuddle means a lot more than some form of pressie. I mean, sure it's nice and appreciated when it does happen, but I'd rather the dude spent the money/time/effort on himself. One thing that is a huge attraction, is humour. If a guy can make me giggle, that right there is a win. I also like guys who can be open about their feelings, cry in front of me and not be ashamed of how they feel. Someone who is accepting and loves me the way I am, that's probably the biggest attraction ever.

Love isn't all about the spoiling or about who can be the sweetest, in my eyes, it's getting to know the person, being able to lie and talk about anything, being comfortable with them and who you are, and having all your little weird and wonderful habits and ways, accepted and loved.

And yeah, I'm feeling very loved at the minute due to a very lovely young man. He's awesome and possibly the weirdest, laziest and most boring dude ever, but I am weird, lazy and boring, so kinda makes us good together, right? Two peas in a pod. Wouldn't change it for the world. Oh and not only does he fit with my tough criteria, he's also dashing, especially in a suit!

I hope you all have the sick bucket on standby! Hehehe.

Toodles!

My fears and phobias

Hai!

So as a human, I'm rather pathetic when it comes to being scared of certain things. Most people have one or two fears, whereas I have a whole stack of them! Yes. I am pathetic, I'm aware, but I can't exactly help it? I've tried to get over a few of my fears but failed so I guess I just have to accept them and get on with my very boring life!

1. Rollercoasters.

I hate theme parks. I hate rides. I feel like throwing my guts and I always end up in tears. Defo a no go. Yes, I'm a party pooper!

2. Swimming

I cannot swim for the life of me. I hate water and I am afraid of drowning. I tried to tackle my phobia by having proper swimming lessons when I was in Primary school. As well as having my weekly visit to the swimming baths with my school, my mam paid for the lessons. I hated them. She had to drag me to them, I despised them. Also the teacher was a bit of a stroppy mare and got frustrated when I couldn't do something as simple as dunking my head under the water. And to this day, I cannot swim. I've been to water parks and hated my life. And also getting older and more body conscious also mean more hatred towards the popular hobby.

3. Death

No going to lie, death scares the poop out of me. The thought of not know what happens after, if anything just makes me feel sick. Must admit, the element of surprise does not appeal to me. Also leaving loved ones behind, upset (Yeah, you should be upset!) doesn't exactly make it easier. Then again, when I die I won't really have much say on the matter.



 4. Clowns

I effing hate these things. If I see someone dressed as a clown I totally freak out, I go into melt down. I think watching the film IT as a kid and the fact that my mam decorated my room with clowns, you know kids think things talk to them? I thought the clowns used to threaten to kill me and my mam had to come in and tell the wallpaper to leave me alone. Comical I know. Kinda says why I hate them. And the fact that it's an unfamiliar face puts me off. Not knowing what the person actually looks like freaks me out, weirdly. 

5. Needles

Me and needles do not mix. I am a wuss when it comes to pain and even though it's a tiny needle, that sort of pain makes me poo myself. Yeah, I have piercings, but I chickened out at the end and was kinda forced. 

6. Public speaking

So I'm a shy person, painfully around people I've never met/don't know well. I tend to have a big gob around my little group of friends and most of my family. However, I'm only really loud with my immediate family, the rest of the family, I'm very shy with. So the thought of speaking to a large group of people is something I cannot cope with. The thought that everyone is judging, everyone is thinking something, after all, everyone has an opinion! And the fact that I muddle up my words, sweat like mad, hold back the tears and lose my breath makes it a very traumatic and stressful experience.

So those are my fears. I am aware I'm pathetic but at the end of the day, I'm only human!

Toodles!